I tried to cheer myself up after I accidentally dropped a tray full of fat doughnuts directly on the floor this morning. Tears started to roll down on my cheeks as there was nothing I could do to rectify the problem. My client was coming over in the next 30 minutes. My hopeful wish of serving hot, fresh doughnuts for her was demolished by my own carelessness. The order was then cut down to half. Shoot #1.

I quickly priced my buns and made my way out of home. Tears were pouring. My vision was blurry. I stopped by the mosque to calm myself down. Never thought disappointment was my weakest point. I could have survive pressure, tension and (lots of) critics but not disappointment. I should get this one fix, ASAP. My first stop was Petronas. As how you could imagine, my mind was not that straight so, I’ve wrote down the bill wrongly and made my way back to the station as I forgot to collect my already-expired items; humiliating myself again with those puffy eyes and red nose. Shoot#2.

MU lost to Fulham, shamefully. And NS NAZA only managed a draw with UPB MyTeam. Shoot #3.

My aunts and uncle justified my ability (or in other word, my rezeki) on how I was called for an interview I shouldn’t have gotten at the first place since their requirement contradicts with mine. Some of my mother’s friends thought that it could have been an insider’s work. I sighed and I kept mum. Manusia zaman sekarang memang begitukan? Prejudis lagi jumud? I sent those paperwork and forms, true. But I never wish for a shooting star that I would be shortlisted. I (fortunately) did and I thanked God. And I don’t need some congratulatory wishes. Bukankah begitu lebih baik? Shoot #4.

I went out with my sister for a chicken chop’s takeaway. The meal was lousy and I had to pay MYR8 for a greased, 95% cooked chop with some cold fries and pieces of wilted salad accompanied with some unidentified tasteless, thick sauce. Maybe they had added in some secret, expensive spices in that sauce, eh? Shoot #5.

My so-called officer replied my short message with a number of cheerful words and exclamations. I puzzled and I pondered if he had read my blog (Nah! Let’s just hope he won’t!)

I wonder what’s next~