Salam and hello to all.

Waa… 5 days without a single write-up. Surely described how undeniably busy I have been. As how a new friend of mine had put it, munirah sekarang ni sebatang kara.. hehehe.. ayat sedih sungguh.. but anyhow, yup, my parents had arrived safe and sound in Kangar on Monday, managed to get a house in Taman 20 nearby Tasik Melati aannddd… my sister had finally came home yesterday out of bored.. She said Kangar pusing 1 hari dah hafal jalan.. heeee… now I am not sebatang kara anymore, at least for a while

Involved in Kursus Asas Perniagaan organized by Majlis Pembangunan Usahawan Daerah and MARA since Monday up till tomorrow. As my productions had doubled in quantity, I had to stay up very late in order to meet my clients’ demand. My head ni pun tak sangka still intact with the body If I was the head alone, I would have stay at my bed, let the body do the work.  Believe it or not, at this very time when my sister cum assistant was not around, was the hellish moment throughtout the year for me. I have to dwell with my parents’ parting, I’ve agreed to supply to a secondary school’s kiosk (everyday delivery.. sangat penat), I have to fill up my tender form (all by myself, rasa-rasa macam ada salah isi jer.. ), a long lost friend of 13 years reconnecting in such an awkward way, clients calling up for samples, clinic owners asking for supply, put up sales for a function.. oh, simply put, macam-macam.. Kursus vs clients.. I did feel macam apa yang diajar di kursus tu macam tak masuk melekat dalam kepala je.. huh.. lucky I had my dose of xtra sharp Very-very lucky.

My first day without my parents felt eerily awful. I had maggi for 2 nights in a row – I’ve never a big fan of one anyway- but somehow, my body and soul didn’t really functioning in telling me what-to-do and what’s not-to-do. On my second night, I got diarrhoea then mom called and God knows I’ve started to weep and miraculously managed to hold back tears. That’s embarassing, to cry to your mom at this age, aite?

Somehow, during these past few days, I’ve learnt a lot of things. Things I hadn’t had the slightest thought would have occured. Strangers, friends of an hour, previous clients – they had one and only thing in common- they are not my families. I don’t even know their full names. But just as God shows how lucky I am to have these people cared greatly about my well-being, I quickly realized I’ve been ungrateful, disrespectful, sellfish and coward all this while. HE has HIS plans. HE loves me, HE sent me great people with bucketful of empathy, right to my very nose; paint my heart with plenty of wonderful colours in such a very short time. It’s just plain amazing.

*If you need anything, just call me

*I can cheer you up, don’t worry

*Saya nak sangat temankan awak

*Baik-baik duduk rumah, malam-malam jangan keluar

*Takpelah, boring-boring nanti telefon

*Apa-apa hal,just let me know

*You know where to find me, aite?

*We can go lepak, jangan stress sangat

Best kan? To finally come to your senses, knowing somehow HE loves you equally great.

I had a cake to ice then I’ll go to sleep. Night

Best regards.